Thoughts create the thinker, actions create the doer but we think that the thinker creates the thoughts and the doer creates the actions and thats the essence of why I feel that I am a separate being, an ego which is apart from the rest of the universe. The feeling that "I am thinking" is fundamental to the formation of the ego. But thoughts does not originate with me, "I" originate with thoughts.

Both my virtues and my sins, aren't truly mine. So knowing that, I can let go of both and surrender it all to the universe. The wave that claims that its motions and movements is its own responsibility, is a delusional wave, that has lost sight of the ocean. Having let go of it all, "I" am free to be what I truly am without resistance.

"I" am something that the entire universe is doing. So writing all of this, which I have been doing for years now, serves a purpose in the grand picture - of that I am certain. Everything I and anyone else does, is part of something much much greater.

Though "I" do not know what that purpose is. Perhaps one day I will know.